Sunday, 19 December 2010
@ 9:15 am
mom told me to smile no matter what happened.
mom told me not to cry.
mom knows me well, even my weakest side.
mom knows what I would do when I can't control my self.
mom knows how hard it is for me to not cry.
mom knows how precious she is to me.
mom knows how to take good care of me.
mom knows I would never do anything to make her pissed.
mom knows I appreciate what she had sacrifice for me.
mom handle me well throughout he journey.
if I had be given a chance to have my mom once more, I WOULDN'T TRADE HER FOR THE WORLD ITSELF! :') I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, MOM. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
sincerely,
your daughter.
Saturday, 18 December 2010
@ 7:44 pm
hello, mother.
i miss you so much. we just for back from a sleepover in Lumut for about few days or nearly a week. you should see your garden, its as beautiful as you are right now. we cleaned the house, ourselves. how i wish we could spend more time there with you. i really do miss you.
well, me and kaka saja yang come home, the rest decided to stay in Lumut lagi. :) so, i'll miss them so very much. not as much as i miss you though. mom, come visit me. i really wanna see you again. even if its just for a while, okay mama? how are you up there? doing great? tadi kami ada visit mama kan? time pagi? heheh. i know you knew us coming there. eventhough we can't see you, we know that you can. mom, i love you. you should know that.
okay mom, i gotta go now, okay? i love you! stay safe there, beautiful.
alfatihah buat ibuku yang tercinta.
sincerely,
yourdaughter.
Thursday, 9 December 2010
@ 7:47 pm
awwwwwww!
rindu mama. :'(
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@ 7:28 pm
hey, mama.
I'm sorry if you had to see me cry, every single day. I am not pro on hiding these feelings, inside. I cried for some reasons, one of them is missing you.
you're this person, who has always been the biggest part of my life. and when I had to loose you, its like I loose half of me. :')
sincerely, your daughter.
i miss you, mama.
@ 7:17 pm
you're my sunshine, no one can ever replace you. I'll make sure.
I haven't update this for a while now. how are you there, mom? miss me? cause here, I really do. not just me, us here.
I miss your smile, your jokes, your joyful laughter, your teases, everything about you.
take good care of yourself, ibu. I promise, we will meet sooner, sooner, sooner. in heaven for sure. I'm sorry if lately I had been crushing you down to tears, if I had always upset you, it was never my intention. I never meant for that to happen, I'm sorry. I truly am, mom.
you're the best, you will always be. mark my word, you will never be replace. I love you so much. *cries.
@ 7:11 pm
sometimes, I blame myself for what had happened to you. I realized the mistakes that I had done to you, I felt like If only I was there with you. things will be alright.
Mom, I never thought you would be gone as a blink of an eye. If I can see this coming, I would do whatever it takes to heal you. By the time I saw you in the hospital, with medicines being put inside you, needles being push in every parts of your organ really upsets me and tear me inside. knowing that your heart is the only organ that's beating, and its beating for us cause you know how hard it will be for us to live life without you.
But mom, its better for us to deal with all that, its too hard to see you suffer. I constantly think about the day that I loose you.
Al Fatihah buat Ibuku. :')
sincerely, your daughter.
@ 7:05 pm
that's my mom. she's an awesome person, if only she was here. she couldn't be more happier and proud of what we had done these days.
I miss her so much, I think about her every single second of my life. losing her is like losing a big part of our life.
If I can only speak to her once more, I would seek for forgiveness and I will keep reminding her how much I truly love her.
If I ever meet her again, I'll hug her and never let go. I just want her to know how much I appreciate everything she did for me, not just me but us. I love her to bits! If I were given a chance to have her once more, I wouldn't trade her for the world, even.
I miss you, mom. take good care of yourself, up there.
